Posted by Tobias in Love, Random Thoughts on 23. Jan, 2010 | 2 Comments
It’s not the first time that I’ve mentioned this, but somehow my optimism allows me to be more resilient than most individuals. Despite being hurt time and again, I bounce back. It’s been about a month now and I’ve already become infatuated with someone, even though I don’t even know this person too well. It’s [...]
My heart beats irregularly fast My palms sweat, not sure how to act. Across the horizon, my future bleak Mentally and physically, I am weak I leave my fate up all to chance but in reality, I shape it with my own two hands Into my cave I go once more Just 4 months before [...]
I guess every person deals with pain differently. When my mother passed away nearly 4 years ago, I bundled up all my emotions and put them away and was forced to focus on other things (continuing school, etc.). I never really was able to cry and mourn for her passing away. It’s not to say [...]
It’s depressing to see how some friendships just fade away because of lack of contact. I’ve been busy the last two months because I’ve had a midterm every single week, and within these eight weeks, I’ve seen several friendships go. I made the effort to salvage them, but it’s probably too late by this point. [...]
It’s always interesting to think about the concept of time. Sometimes bad events happen. When they do occur, we often think about how if certain things didn’t happen, then the unfortunate event wouldn’t have followed. In the same way of thinking, I often think about how if I came a few seconds afterwards or if [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 25. Jul, 2010 | No Comments
I love Rihanna’s chorus in this song. I haven’t had time to analyze the rest of the lyrics but the few words that Rihanna sings really strikes a chord. This doesn’t necessarily related to myself, but I think it rings with her recent involvement with her ex. It speaks to human nature, about how we [...]
Posted by Tobias in Adventures, Updates on 25. Jul, 2010 | 1 Comment
It’s my second week in a row, sitting in my room from morning to nighttime writing this paper. I can’t seem to plow through it. As much as I want to just write crap I cant. The expectations have been set too high, at least by my preceptor. All I can do is put all [...]
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Posted by Tobias in Dreams on 17. Jul, 2010 | 1 Comment
I had a dream last night. The details are still unclear to me… I remembered that she was in the same class as me (MS Reg Sci). I asked her how far along she was with her report and she mentioned that she had 7 pages so far. I was jealous. She also mentioned that [...]
Posted by Tobias in Dreams on 11. Jul, 2010 | 3 Comments
I have a couple recurring dreams that just frighten me to death. 1) Driving in a car, while attempting to press on the breaks, the car keeps on moving. I am just waiting/expecting the car to crash and every second is so excruciating. 2) I touch my teeth and they fall out, one by one [...]
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Posted by Tobias in Updates on 06. Jul, 2010 | 1 Comment
I love this song! My favorite lines: When a heart breaks, no it don’t be even. She’s moved on while I’m still breathing cuz I got time while she’s got freedom While i’m wide awake she has no trouble sleeping
Posted by Tobias in Dreams, Love, Random Thoughts on 05. Jul, 2010 | 1 Comment
I awoke to the best dream ever. We were in the street just walking quietly. It was getting dark. There was a close up of my hand as he reached for it. We held hands and began to run. I was emotionally overwhelmed. I was thinking, “why didn’t you just tell me.” I was overly [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 03. Jul, 2010 | No Comments
I so happy. I think all this classical music must be increasing the levels of serotonin and dopamine in my CNS.
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 03. Jul, 2010 | 2 Comments
So far in my internship, I couldn’t really complain. My preceptor is amazing, supportive, and a great role model to learn from. Yet during the past 4 weeks I’ve also been working with another Regulatory Affairs Manager on a couple of reports. My experience has been further excelled by my interactions with her. I think [...]
