Posted by Tobias in Love, Random Thoughts on 23. Jan, 2010 | 2 Comments
It’s not the first time that I’ve mentioned this, but somehow my optimism allows me to be more resilient than most individuals. Despite being hurt time and again, I bounce back. It’s been about a month now and I’ve already become infatuated with someone, even though I don’t even know this person too well. It’s [...]
My heart beats irregularly fast My palms sweat, not sure how to act. Across the horizon, my future bleak Mentally and physically, I am weak I leave my fate up all to chance but in reality, I shape it with my own two hands Into my cave I go once more Just 4 months before [...]
I guess every person deals with pain differently. When my mother passed away nearly 4 years ago, I bundled up all my emotions and put them away and was forced to focus on other things (continuing school, etc.). I never really was able to cry and mourn for her passing away. It’s not to say [...]
It’s depressing to see how some friendships just fade away because of lack of contact. I’ve been busy the last two months because I’ve had a midterm every single week, and within these eight weeks, I’ve seen several friendships go. I made the effort to salvage them, but it’s probably too late by this point. [...]
It’s always interesting to think about the concept of time. Sometimes bad events happen. When they do occur, we often think about how if certain things didn’t happen, then the unfortunate event wouldn’t have followed. In the same way of thinking, I often think about how if I came a few seconds afterwards or if [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 17. Aug, 2010 | 1 Comment
I finally got back to OC on Sunday. It was a feeling of great relief to be back to CA, seeing something familiar. On Saturday morning, my sister and I woke up at 3am and left ATL at 3:30am and after driving 16 hours (4 short stops), we finally arrived in Omaha at around 6:30pm. [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 01. Aug, 2010 | 1 Comment
This is a repost from my friend San’s page. Since I play the violin I can definitely pick out that these individuals really have no idea what they are doing (the bow is strung too tight, they are playing too high up the bridge and their bowing and fingering is obviously not right), but at [...]
Posted by Tobias in Dreams on 31. Jul, 2010 | 2 Comments
So this is a dream that happened today while I was taking a beautiful Saturday nap. An attempt to procrastinate from exercising and working on my presentation. He drove a Honda, a white one and swung by to pick us up (Myself and 2 cousins). We were going to Canada, Toronto I think. We were [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 25. Jul, 2010 | No Comments
I love Rihanna’s chorus in this song. I haven’t had time to analyze the rest of the lyrics but the few words that Rihanna sings really strikes a chord. This doesn’t necessarily relate to myself, but I think it definitely rings with her recent involvement with her ex. It speaks to human nature, about how [...]
Posted by Tobias in Adventures, Updates on 25. Jul, 2010 | 1 Comment
It’s my second week in a row, sitting in my room from morning to nighttime writing this paper. I can’t seem to plow through it. As much as I want to just write crap I cant. The expectations have been set too high, at least by my preceptor. All I can do is put all [...]
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Posted by Tobias in Dreams on 17. Jul, 2010 | 1 Comment
I had a dream last night. The details are still unclear to me… I remembered that she was in the same class as me (MS Reg Sci). I asked her how far along she was with her report and she mentioned that she had 7 pages so far. I was jealous. She also mentioned that [...]
Posted by Tobias in Dreams on 11. Jul, 2010 | 3 Comments
I have a couple recurring dreams that just frighten me to death. 1) Driving in a car, while attempting to press on the breaks, the car keeps on moving. I am just waiting/expecting the car to crash and every second is so excruciating. 2) I touch my teeth and they fall out, one by one [...]
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