Posted by Tobias in Love, Random Thoughts on 23. Jan, 2010 | 2 Comments
It’s not the first time that I’ve mentioned this, but somehow my optimism allows me to be more resilient than most individuals. Despite being hurt time and again, I bounce back. It’s been about a month now and I’ve already become infatuated with someone, even though I don’t even know this person too well. It’s [...]
My heart beats irregularly fast My palms sweat, not sure how to act. Across the horizon, my future bleak Mentally and physically, I am weak I leave my fate up all to chance but in reality, I shape it with my own two hands Into my cave I go once more Just 4 months before [...]
I guess every person deals with pain differently. When my mother passed away nearly 4 years ago, I bundled up all my emotions and put them away and was forced to focus on other things (continuing school, etc.). I never really was able to cry and mourn for her passing away. It’s not to say [...]
It’s depressing to see how some friendships just fade away because of lack of contact. I’ve been busy the last two months because I’ve had a midterm every single week, and within these eight weeks, I’ve seen several friendships go. I made the effort to salvage them, but it’s probably too late by this point. [...]
It’s always interesting to think about the concept of time. Sometimes bad events happen. When they do occur, we often think about how if certain things didn’t happen, then the unfortunate event wouldn’t have followed. In the same way of thinking, I often think about how if I came a few seconds afterwards or if [...]
Posted by Tobias in Random Thoughts, Updates on 31. May, 2010 | 2 Comments
I have a history of forgetting things. All my life growing up, my aunts and uncles have always remarked that while I’m smart and can excel in school, all that focused energy must have caused me to forget everything else. It’s for that reason that I will forget my meds when I go home [...]
Posted by Tobias in Random Thoughts on 29. May, 2010 | 1 Comment
If you read my blog you know that my thoughts of the future is a common thread, but it’s upon us and I can’t help but think about it every now and then. When I look back at my experiences, I’m glad that I’ve been able to make the most of my studies and travelled [...]
Posted by Tobias in Adventures, Random Thoughts on 29. May, 2010 | 1 Comment
Although I wrote a 9 part chronicle on my trip to Japan, I can’t help but have random memories flood my mind from time to time. I figured I would write about them here. 1. We were all standing outside one of those pay before you eat type of ramen shops and I was teaching [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 22. May, 2010 | 1 Comment
My uncle and aunt are both working on this beautiful Saturday. I’ve currently been up since 9am. No one is online to chat with me! I’m so bored so I’ve decided I would explore Atlanta a bit by myself. Thinking about going to the cumberland mall and picking up a couple things that I’m missing: [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 20. May, 2010 | 1 Comment
Today was a great day. I’ve been dreading today since it was my first big meeting with my preceptor to go over an assignment that she had given me. I spent the last three days looking over a couple packets that she had asked me to read and compiling all the pertinent information to to [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 19. May, 2010 | 1 Comment
I’m so tired. I can’t even write a post… My official updates weblog will be coming soon. Been busy with work. After coming to Atlanta and having so much anxiety about everything, my week has actually been amazing. I couldn’t ask for more. My uncle and aunt have welcomed me with open arms. My preceptor [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 17. May, 2010 | No Comments
The ball is in your court…but I think I’m the only one playing
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 14. May, 2010 | 1 Comment
My grades this last semester were abysmal. I have a few theories, somehow I got stupider, or I stopped trying and didn’t care anymore. I hope it was the latter, although there could be some truth to the former. To some degree your grades do matter, but it’s so much more than that. While grades [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 12. May, 2010 | No Comments
I just woke up and it’s now 9:30am. I can’t believe that it’ll be my last day in California until I come back in August. Life has been a whirlwind for me for the last semester. It’s been a blur mostly without much time to rest, and even now after all our finals are finally [...]
Posted by Tobias in Updates on 11. May, 2010 | No Comments
Yes, Thursday is near. Today was my last day of work. Trying to study for capstone right now, my last final before I’m “free” for the summer. Then I’m off to Omaha bright and early at 6:45am on Thursday. Then I’ll be driving with my dad to Atlanta on Saturday. I feel so sad having [...]
